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Never been Free: Two by russianlover202, literature

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Never been Free: Two

I stare at my mother's broken body in front of me. Looking at her chest, wanting it to rise again. Wanting her heart to beat love again. Wanting to hear her laugh again. I stare at the bruise on her collar bone. The truth finally hits me. My own father is a cold hearted murderer. That. Will. Kill. Again. The words of my mother will haunt me. "If you don't leave he'll get you too" Standing, my vision blurs and my head fills with thoughts or escape. Running to my room, I trip over and over again. Slamming open my closet, I gather a few clothes and find a small bag. Throwing them in, I notice a necklace on my lamp. "It will help them fin

Never Been Free by russianlover202, literature

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Never Been Free

Have you ever felt so locked up? Never been able to do anything? Well that's how I always feel. My father is a police officer, and my mother is a caring mom. "Natasha, get down here!" my father must be heading to work. Quickly, I tuck my diary under my mattress and run down the stairs, skipping two at a time. "Yes, father?" I ask, already knowing what the answer is. "Watch your mom while I'm gone." I shake my head yes. "Don't leave the house, understood?" "Understood" he heads out, and I head to my mom's room. "Mama?" I whisper as I enter her room. She's awake and reading "Mama?" "Yes dear?" She puts the book down and looks

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Smoke and Mirrors - BVB fanfic ~Chapter 6~ by thedarkestkey575757, literature

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Smoke and Mirrors - BVB fanfic ~Chapter 6~

_Aurora's Pov_ I knew what Andy wanted and I wanted it to, But I wasn't sure if I was ready to do it well with him, I'm not a virgin, but anyways, Sophia and CC went on a walk after Andy and I started making out and Apparently I did something that Andy liked and he wasn't afraid of telling me. Andy brought me out to his car and drove to my house, We got out and Andy carried me in bridle style and set me down on the couch and crawled on top of me unzipping my dress and slipping it off. He pulled his shirt off and kissed down my neck. He took everything off my body except the shoes. Andy was in his boxers. Right at the moment the door opened a

The Only One - Black Veil Brides ~Chapter 6~ by thedarkestkey575757, literature

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The Only One - Black Veil Brides ~Chapter 6~

I walked towards my locker the next morning, students stared at me and smiled others, in other words Juilet's friends made scowls and snarled faces towards me. I hurried towards my locker, nervous that those girls looked at me with intent of death to me. Sandra was gushing over Andy who was leaning against my locker by the time I had got there, my cheeks got red as Sandra elbowed Andy to where I was. Andy was wearing black skinny jeans with black canvas shoes, a t-shirt with the batman symbol on it, he also had long gloves which had a hole for the thumb to go through and no fingers and had a beanie on his head. He smiled adoringly at me when

The Only One - Black Veil Brides ~Chapter 2~ by thedarkestkey575757, literature

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The Only One - Black Veil Brides ~Chapter 2~

Scout, Sammi and Sandra were sitting in my anime filled room. Sammii held my little Riku plush from Kingdom Hearts while I held my Keyblade which Jake had brought me for my birthday. Sandra had her sunglasses on the top of her head while Scout was flopped on across my bed. She looked at me with a questioning look on her face. "What?" I asked wondering if some thing was on my face. "You and Andy seem closer than usual," she said. "You do!" Sammii proclaimed. "Umm is that a bad thing?" I asked. I felt as if it was. Before I moved here, Scout and Andy were dating during middle school, but Juilet would randomly kiss Andy in front of Scout so

Fragmented Thoughts - Chapter 10 (Reader x Loki) by AmericanAngel117, literature

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Fragmented Thoughts - Chapter 10 (Reader x Loki)

You walk through a park, the sun shining on your skin warmly. A butterfly flies by, its bright orange wings fluttering and reflecting the sun, igniting its form. The grass is soft under your feet, green and lush, the sky a clear blue. You feel a cool breeze blow, tugging at your hair gently and kissing your cheeks. You smile, the serenity of it all making you feel fuzzy inside. As you walk, you come to a small wooded area. The trees, towering above you, whistle and croon for you. You can make out the soft music of birds, the healing atmosphere of the greenery reaching out to you, picking up your feet, the mysterious endlessness of it enchan

Fragmented Thoughts - Chapter 8 (Part 2) (Reader) by AmericanAngel117, literature

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Fragmented Thoughts - Chapter 8 (Part 2) (Reader)

You groan as you sit up, rubbing your eyes groggily. What the hell just happened...? Your mind feels like jelly, like a puddle of goo. Everything seems sluggish and heavy. You look around you, your eyes slowly focusing. You're in your room, tucked into your bed. The fan whirls quietly above you, and the sunset paints ribbons of gold and red light across the tan carpet. In the corner, Steve, in a plaid button-down and worn blue jeans, reads a novel with dismal interest. "Steve...?" you ask, your voice slurred. What is wrong with you? Are you drugged or something? Steve looks up, and instantly straightens. "You're awake," he remarks as he se

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Fragmented Thoughts - Chapter 6 (Reader) by AmericanAngel117, literature

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Fragmented Thoughts - Chapter 6 (Reader)

"I have to go there," you scream as you pound upstairs. "That's my home town!" "We know," Steve says to you, not far ahead of you. He is wearing some kind of blue suit with red and white stripes around the midsection and a star on his chest. His shoes are thick and dark blue, stomping loudly on the polished glass of the stair steps. "That's exactly why you can't go." "But my parents! My friends!" you exclaim, racing to keep up with the athletic man. How did he do that? It's like someone pressed fast forward on a recording - his speed appalls you. You run after him, following him into a large circular room with a wall made of windows that lo

Fragmented Thoughts - Chapter 5 (Reader) by AmericanAngel117, literature

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Fragmented Thoughts - Chapter 5 (Reader)

"Okay, now try to read my mind again," Banner says to you, his hand holding a pen to a paper notepad he set in front of him. You concentrate, trying to read his mind. "...A blue cat?" you say, confused. Banner shakes his head, scribbling down on his notepad. "Not even close...Something is preventing you from using your telepathy willingly." "You mean besides a headache?" you throw in. Banner doesn't say anything, just smiles. You both are in the lab, Banner trying to help you 'develop' your new mind-reading talent. You still felt awkward and rude, invading the minds of others, but Banner assured you he was alright with you reading his mind.

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Artist // Student // Literature

Aug 21
United States
Deviant for 12 years
www.i-dream-for-love.tumblr.com
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Hello! I am Rachel Manders! Here are some things you might want to know about me:

- I am 14
-My birthday is August 21
- I am adopted from Russia
-I have 4 sisters
-I have 2 brothers
-I have 2 dogs (B.B. (boy) Bitsey (girl)
- I live with my mom
-My father died when i was 8
-I am in love with these bands
1. Black Veil Brides
2. Hot Chelle Rae
3. All Time Low
4. Sleeping with sirens
5. Pierce The Veil
6. The Pretty Reckless
7. D.R.U.G.S. (Distroy rebuild until god shows)
8. Paramore
9. Asking Alexandria
10. You me at six

- Here are some people I love
1. Christian "CC" Coma
2. Andy Beirsack
3. Jake Pitts
4. Ashley Purdy
5. Jinxx

- Here are some of my favorite things
1. I love to write, anything and everything
2. I love to listen to music
3. I love to read (mostly Fan fictions, ask me to read yours, i probably will)
4. Tumblr (www.i-dream-for-love.tumblr.com)
5. Sleeping
6. Having people ask me questions

Well thats the stuff you really need to know about me!

Favourite Movies

The blind side, The hunger games, Inkheart

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you already know

Favourite Books

Wintergirls, Unearthley

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russianlover202

Nov 30, 2012

Im sorry

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Hey! Im so sorry that I was not on for a long while, I had family problems and other promblems with myself. I am going to start fresh, Delete all of my things that I have posted, And post new things. All kinds of things, Pictures or me...Yes im still going to write, And im going to do poems too. Well, I need ideas. For my writing and my poems. Yes I am going to do another one with Black Veil Brides. No I am not going to do one with Tom Hiddeston, or Loki. And I need help with those. I need ideas, Anything. I am also going to change my name on here....To something lol and my real name too I am changing it to Natasha. Thank you - Natasha

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Jul 8, 2012

False Deviants

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No offense, but ... There are some people who are getting too fake on dA. They only want posts, comments, or friends and see how many pageviews they get. So let's see who re-post this. This is a test to see who pays attention. It is a test to see how many people in my friends now I pay attention. Copy and paste this in your own journal. Let's see who the real people. Re-Post this if you're not a fake. Do not reply ... just copy and paste this into a new Journal as "false Deviants" by Tox!c

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Jul 7, 2012

Thank You!

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Okay, so I was looking at my page veiws today and I saw that I got 500! So I just wanted to say thank you for looking, lol.              I also wanted to say that I deleted some of my fanfics, but only because i have lost intrest in them. I am sorry for the people who loved ot liked them.             I have started my new fanfic and it is about the Avengers and Loki, the God of Mischief. Loki is a part of the Avengers and he grows a sertain intrest in one sertan Caracter, but he dosn't want to show it.             Again, Thank you to all of my watchers (Thanks for stalking me, just joking) and all of the people who have come and view